Tuesday, February 06, 2007
let there be love .
trlalalals.. went back to kc today (: fun fun bahhs (: so many ppl didn't really recognised me but still.. they did after a while (: heheh. so cute lurhs to see them (: hope tml KC tennis team will win the games (; though my dear players are not playing.. RARRS! but wish them luck.. GO KC!! hehs! yeap yeap.. done my home wrk.. ate plenty of ice cream.. rarrs.. (:
so happy =D
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Monday, February 05, 2007
let there be love .
yay!! hahahaha.. going holiday on next saturday night ! muwahshahahahahs!! and i think coming back on monday morning arhs? or is it tuesday?? not sure (: hahahas.. hmmm.. it would be shopping spree!! yayness ((: hehe.. going back to KC tml (: hehehe.. mum mum my favorite noodle store ((: hehehe.. trlalalallalas.. wanting to know when is the o's result coming out but shan never reply so hmmm.. nvm. ask another friend of mine so this means.. my dear cousin jessie can go holiday with us! rarrs!! hehehehe.. so she no need to worry abt her bad results then cannot go (: hehehe! yayay!! lalalalala.. hmmmm.. kinda high.. have no idea why.. but who cares ((: roarrrs!
living to my fullest without you
living to my fullest and try to love you with what i got
living my life for you treasure me and love me and show me true love (:
<333
you're still not my boyfriend and i'm glad (: HAHAHAHA!! =p
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
let there be love .
hellos! hmmm.. yesterday went to techpark for suntanning with dear lok to (: hahaha... took lots lots lots of pictures for the whole day.. and here is the link http://applelifehelp.multiply.com/photos/album/78 yeaps.. so anyone who wants to view u can go into here (: yeahh.. had a great day.. after tanning went to vivo's candy empire and bought lots of sweets.. (: hehehe.. after that walked around.. shopped around and everything.. met up with classmates and giant.. hahaha.. walked around.. joke around slack around then toto and i had to go.. because it was rather late.. hop onto the wrong bus and ended up at joon keng i think.. hahaha.. giant was worried.. hahahas.. he asked me to call mom first and tell her.. soyeap i did.. tskk.. today horrible day lurhs.. just hais.. dont know larhs.. nvm bahs.. anyways.. yesterday was fun day.. and a lil of sadness.. today is more sadness than fun day.. yeaps..
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Thursday, February 01, 2007
let there be love .
trlalalalas (: updated new photos (: green jacket is my beloved classmate nicole.. then the white shirt is my collegue may.. blue shirt is my hong kong friend lok to ((:
beach day tml (:
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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
let there be love .
hellos! its been some time since i last updated (: was busy with school works and all (: coping well ((: hehe.. went shopping today with lok to.. bought a lot of things.. got him something for v'day?? hahaha.. because he got me something.. yeaps. hmmm.. bought a few tops, bikini and skirt (: hehehe.. saturday will be suntanning day ((: hehe.. with lok to to to! hehehe.. hhmmmm.. yeaps.. thats all (: willl update soon.. donna i love you! (: mwauush.. u know i do treasure you darling (:
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Saturday, January 27, 2007
let there be love .
lalalaa. i've gotten my new phone! yay! hehehe ((: hmmm.. this month really bought so so so many things! suppose to go shopping today again.. but then i told mummy.. enough.. STOP! aiyoo! maybe next week or something?? i go and buy skirt and shorts. hehe ((: heard that i'm leaving around chinese new year..ahahah! gotten everything and prepare everything already (: can't wait to go (: hehehe.. buying bikini soon.. then go suntannin!hur hur hur! hmmmm.. yesterday was a really nice day... super nice (: hehehe.. shall not talk about it anyways (: hehehe.. yeaps.. (:
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
let there be love .
HAHAHAAHA! omg lurhs.. i've hit the damn bloody bull eye.. i knew it was her.. nyhahahahas.. i wonder how will they be like.. hmmmmm.... together or not? hahahaha..
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bought many many new stuff (: life is new now (: hehehe! bought lots of tops.. (: great.. new friends.. hahaha.. hmmm... new mp3 (: hmmm.. new bag, new jacket, new shoes.. maybe perhaps a new phone? hahaha! (: cheers! its raining season again.. cold.. shall hibernate at home (: dont worry our friendship will not drift because i still hope we will still be the close friend we use to be (: share share yr problems with me alrights (: haha.. i will listen (:
pretty curl eye lashes you've got (:
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
let there be love .
trlalalalas.. i'm happy happy happy (:
hehehe. pampered myself with lots of tops!! lalalala!! ((: hehehe.. and i bought myself a ipod nano?? hehehe ((: yay! hmmmm.. wasn't feeling at my best of mood earlier.. but now i'm alright already (: mom told me to handle my feelings well if i want certain things.. she guided me.. cool.. (: didn't knw she would do that.. i thought she would lecture me about it... yeaps.. hahahas.. she's going to get me a new phone i guess?? hahaha.. hmmm.. but its a sony k800i that one bahs.. because i dont like other phones.. .. yeaps.. hmmmm.. happy with what i've got now.. (: lots of fun! but time table have changed. rarrs!
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Sunday, January 21, 2007
let there be love .
hellos (: i've just updated some pictures (: hope u ppl enjoy it (: been busy lately frm home to sch to hospital then to home.. can't sleep well.. many ppl told me that my eye bags are coming out.. oh no! but who cares! (: hehehe.. hmmm.. later there'll be the new dance show (: nice nice and i shall watch it.. and i'm tired.. afternoon almost fainted when walking home.. hahaha.. who cares.. lol.. stupid sun so hot.. i walk until i blur blur seh seh then i sat down... yeaps (: takecare ppl! (:
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Thursday, January 18, 2007
let there be love .
today went to school.. reached school already called vashon.. stupid lurhs she.. she was slping at home larhs! then stupid thierry not in school today again.. lols.. hmmm.. then went up for class.. was late. told mr yap the reason so he said i have to be earlier.. so yeahs.. had chinese.. the break then went out with those ppl i dont really know.. and after knowing them. they are actually nice ppl! hahaha!! yeaps.. then chatted with weiwen.. then she ask me a lot of thigns.. and i found out that she and her girlfriend 2 yrs lurh! wah.. thats like long man! hahahaha.. yeaps.. then played hangman with the grp who are not doing poa.. haaha.. retarded lurhs.. yeaps.. went for a quick break then headed to 7-11 to gather then left for ngee ann poly for the open house.. yeahs. hahahas.. saw laura!!! heheheh! i miss her so much lurhhhs!! hehehehe.. yeaps.. then went walking around.. then headed to bugis to meet shan.. slack aruond for a while already then i headed home.. went home already.. had a call frm the hospital that my uncle is admitted to hospital.. sians.. so headed to the hospital.. yeahs.. took care of him until 9pm then rushed home for piano.. talked to the doctor.. she said she got high chance of either passing away or either getting a stroke lorhs.. so yeaps.. looking after him as long as i can and spending more time with him lurhs.. then my auntie say he damn cute siah.. his "will" he wrote to give me a room in his house for me.. hahaaha! cute right.. lols.. then his handphone and his laptop also.. hahaha.. the rest of my cousin didn't get anything from him... see this is why he pampers me so much and im his only niece that he look after so well.. like how kor do too (: yeaps.. piano was great lurhs.. pieces that i'm playing are
- brightest
- love is blue
- memory
- shooting star
- rock-a-bye-baby
- xiang ni
- tear drops
- [some jap anime song]
thats all.. so many.. but i have 1 yr to cope with all (: i'll do it.. but sure by the concert day sure a lot will be cut out but out of blue is my trademark in the school already (: hehehe!
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
let there be love .
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this morning woke up.. was shock to see so many peopl's messages! hahahaha.. thanks ppl for missing me ((: hahaha! thanks for asking if i'm ok.. PEOPLE I'M ALRIGHT!! ((: no worries!! hahahaha (: alrights?? hmmm.. today miss my bus.. rarrrs! but got into the same bus as vashon.. ((: and both of us were stuck in the jam.. nyhahahahahs! reach school.. then mr yap told us that we are going to NYP tml! hahaha.. yay! means.. there's no lesson! rarrr! hehehe! hmmm.. had english then maths.. stupid ms lau keep disturbing ppl.. lol.. then after that she say she knw i'm called apple.. so she gave me a packet of apple sour sweet.. crazy one.. lol... maths was okok bahs.. the " new" boys sat beside me.. honestly.. he doesn't look handsome.. dont understand why so many ppl say he handsome.. he.. in my list.. FAIL.. lol!! not say he handsome or ugly.. just average bahs.. nothing in his looks that tells me he is handsome.. lol.. all PJ! hahahaha.. he wear his pants like.. hmm... he too big for his jeans like that.. lol.. okies.. shall not talk about him.. its bad.. later i lost my tongue! blehhs! hmmm.. break i zi lian kept taking picture.. then vashon say i zilian until wu yao ke jiu... lol! went back to class.. hmm i have free period because i'm not taking physics.. so i'm the only one.. thanks to thierry jong lahs! nv come to school! tsk! so mr yap told me to sit in the class but behind and do my own things. stupid keng long.. borrow liquid paper lurhs.. then ruler.. put back then borrow again. hahah.. i pek chiat i pass him my whole pencil case and told him.. man man shuan.. shuan hao le.. huan gei wo.. haha.. then he laugh.. crazy.. then brynner msg me say i look so cute behind siting alone.. like one little girl wearin pink jacket duno doing what behind.. lol! tskkk.. then dont know whats wrong with shanon and jeremy also.. they see me.. they hello shihui!.. hello shihui!! crazy one lurhs!.. chem was totally bored lurhs! everyone in the class almost fell asleep.. hehs! finished lesson the moment i walk out of the classroom.. shanon stand outside the classroom and kept saying bye shihui! bye shihui!! hahaha.. retarded lurhs he.. lols.. took the lift down. met sharon downstairs (: glad that she manage to find her way there ((:.. headed to bugis.. walked around.. hahaha.. and we were being retarded with those finger pens lurhs! lol.. damn retarded.. headed to ubi to meet all slack... watch the 7'o clock show then walked a while.. then took a cab.. shan sent me to take a cab.. yeaps.. then wennt home. slept in the cab.. then the uncle laughed at me saying that i so tired still go out.. hahahaha.. lols! reached home.. and surprise that i have a new tv in my room and its working (: hahahaha.. good good.. nyhahahhahas! maybe i'll be uploading some zilian pics later ((: rarrr! hehehehe
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
let there be love .
today.. went to school in the morning.. took 196.. vashorn though i took the same bus but we didn't.. but the bus was behind each other.. hahaha.. hmmm.. yeaps.. reach outside 7-11.. saw all the boys outside.. then they all were like gd morning shihui.. gd morning shihui! retards lurhs.. pratically the whole building also knows my name lurhhs! tskk.. hmmm.. went inside the lift.. thought that i wouldn't take the same lift as them.. then... there's this women inside the lift.. actually opened the door.. so they all came in.. then they start the good morning shihui thing again.. lol.. then the women stared at me.. lols.. went inside the class together and all.. chinese teacher didn't came because she was tired i guess.. she just came back to singapore yesterday night.. so she's kind of dont feel like coming.. so she didn't came.. so we had free period for the rest of the day lurhs.. then talked to nicole and christina.. yeaps.. then stupid brynner keep taking his small tortise to throw at me.. then ask me pick up.. idiot one lurhs.. then i say he PJ.. because he couldn't see his tortise.. retarded lurhs.. he step on it.. then say i take his tortise for i dont knw why reason.. then he throw again and again.. so i "confiscate" it.. hahahaha.. then he keep telling me to return him back.. hahaha.. i got hold of it almost the whole day until it was time to go home then i returned him.. then he ask me to keep.. he give me.. idiot.. i give back to him he throw back to me.. then i give back to him.. then he throw back again.. like playing ball lurhs.. then mr yap was like.. guys.. enough enough.. lol.. then i walk out.. so vashorn scolded me idiot.. then i said she's a moron.. then she say no.. idiot higher-class than moron.. but the fact is that... moron is "higher-class" than idiot.. hahaha.. then she stand there kinda blur.. so ignored her.. took a bus to parkway to meet you... slept during the bus side.. then as usual.. stand up very hard to walk because the knee-cap its like dislocated.. limp all the way to kfc.. hahaha.. stupid.. did my homework then went to buy my ear ring then you came and meet me.. then went back to kfc to have lunch.. went to arcade to play then to 5th floor to play pool then send you home.. yeaps.. didn't really talk to her.. because i know once i talk to her.. i will cry.. so i kept quiet.. i dont want her to see me cry.. so i have to be strong.. if you think not.. then not bahs.. yeaps.. met adeline.. talked to her.. she told me how you feeled and all.. running away. yeaps.. rowena and thierry met us later on.. then went to kc to fetch jasmine.. went back to parkway.. ate a bit at jasmine's parent's stall. yeahs.. hmmm.. jasmine also told me to be strong. i hope i can bahs.. trying.. hmm.. didn't wrk today because adeline and rowena say i dont seem to be in the mood and i really wasn't.. feeling pretty down.. rarrrs.. guess.. i dont want to think too much.. i'm waiting for the time that you come home.. even if the gates rust and drops... sigh*.. home pretty early.. yeahs..
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things that u did to disappoint me today..u went off without saying bye to me..nvm,i went to find u..all 13th floors,trying to find u..every corner..i couldnt find u..i got anxious..called u so many fucking things..u didnt answer..u finally answer,u dont bother to say sorry..u jsut went what?!like i owe u how many millions liddat..then nvm,i ask u where are u..u just keep somewhere la somewhere la..fuck la..then nvm,i finally noe where the hell are u,ran out the lift and go find..and found u with sean..nvm,i just turned and walked back..u claimed to saw me,but u dont bother doing anything to contact or whatever..then nvm,pass 1 letter also cannot pass to me on ur own..wtf la..why not ask urself..do u love me anot,if u do..why are u doing these kinda shits to me..i already say ler,i not say no feelings at all leh..i still like u leh..can u dont treat me this way?it still fucking hurts la..
this is from her...
i'm sorry.. hais.. i seriously didn't knw u came and look me up.. i seriously didn't knw that u called me.. i seriously didn't knw.. i'm really sorry.. i only knew that it was u when sean told me.. and less then a sec u're not seen there anymore.. i felt very happy indeed because u came and find me.. and was anxious.. after so long.. i felt at least u cared.. sean and me just met... i asked him to pass the letter because i can't wait for u to read the letter.. and i want you to know... whats inside the letter.. its not that i want to treat u this way.. but i just can't believe u can really treat me like a friend.. hours after the break-up... and i know it hurts.. cos i hurt more than u do.. because i destroy so many things with you with both my hands..hais.. i'm just so stupid lurhs.. hais.. now u keep asking me to move on.. i bet u would feel the same as the other time i told u so.. how terrible it feels.. when someone u love and still love you telling u this.. and that i really really want you back.. can't u come back.. hais.... i know whatever i say to you now its too late because u said so... and that whatever i say to you.. you would be whatever and wont listen and say thats its all excuses.. you believe it or not about this evning.. its up to you.. as long as i know i'm really sorry for what happened..
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Monday, January 15, 2007
let there be love .
The love you can’t have lasts the longest, feels the strongest and hurts the most. It’s so hard pretending to be friends with someone special when every time you look at that person it just hurts even more knowing that all you see is ultimately everything that you want but you can’t have. Isn’t it stupid when you say, “no, I don’t love that person anymore.” But still, when the memories are refreshed and that person become visible again in your life. You’ll stare and say, “Damn it! Why can’t I forget you?” So each time I see you, I say to myself, “I moved on.” Each time you smile at me, I say to myself, “yeah, were just friends!” But every time you look at me, I end up saying, “Shit! It’s so hard to pretend!” . Time would give you chances to talk, chances to be together and chances to share. See how it hurts. You only have chances, just chances.
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this is the picture that shows how i feel..
and what the raindroplets told me :(
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woke up this morning.. eyes are like.. hmmm.. golfish.. terribly swollen.. cried so much.. but of no use.. if only tears could bring u back to me.. yeaps.. woke up.. went to bathe.. went to school.. asked vashorn to wait for me outside 7-11.. through-out the bus ride.. she was like.. ehh.. dont cry leh.. dont cry.. then after awhile she said.. cry for what siahs.. lols.. then she say yah its very hard to get over somebody.. then i told her.. very very hard.. espcially the one u love dearly and u make her leave you with you own hands.. then i told her what happened.. then almost cried.. then after a while i just diam diam..stone a while and fell asleep.. yeaps.. in class.. didn't concentrate.. teacher still asked me if i was sleepy. then i was like no.. and she went.. hmmm i think i know what happened.. so i just sat down.. continue drinking green tea.. yeaps.. wanted to buy chocolate because you told me.. eating chocolates give me happy homones.. but.. after 2nd though no.. i'm so tired to eat.. tired of munching.. tired of doing everything.. so i sat there.. hmmm... during break time didn't really do anything.. talk to my little girl.. then cried a bit.. then victor, wilson and some other guy saw.. then they just like tried to cheer me up.. but they didn't ask me why.. so yeaps.. then walk walk walk.. feeling so upset.. dont knw what to do. feeling so lost.. feeling so stupid to distroy it.. yeaps.. had lifeskill and planned on what i want to be.. so this stupid partner of mine told me he wants to be a house-husband.. then nicole and i went.. WHAT?!?! then he kept giggling.. then he told me.. goldfish today not nice without smile.. so must smile.. lols.. yeaps.. then nicole and i dont take POA.. so we went to the other room.. then had shanon, victor, keng long, wei wen and some other guy.. those boys are.. retarded lurhs.. while i was writing a letter to you.. i cried kept crying.. then they didn't ask also.. but they behind me do monkey acts.. then lock every single person in the n class at the other room and those from the o class that went to the toilet.. so there's this guy.. he walk into the room and he got shock because he was some sort lost in the room of walls.. u see.. the door was camofluge with the wall.. so he went to the wall and started hiting and went.. hello? hello? hello?.. darn hella funny.. that really did made me laugh.. but for a sec only.. so i cleaned my tears finished up the letter.. and then i teared again.. how irritating.. but i've got kleenex (: hahaha.. went to the toilet.. brynner saw me crying then he ehhh! you! then i walk away.. so finish cleaning up in the toilet i walked out.. i frighten brynner and he almost fell off his chair.. that part was funny.. his face give those WHAT THE HELL kind of look.. hahahaha.. yeaps.. went for lunch break.. walked around.. then those stupid boys keep asking vashorn, thierry and i get inside the lift with them.. and squeeze together.. then we were like no! then they were like HURRY! then we were like bye! then they close the door.. but we have no idea.. how come... they landed later then us.. guess too many ppl..yeaps.. walk around.. soon it was time to have our geography lesson.. so pratically did worksheet and slack for 30mins or so.. then thierry went down to smoke with the boys.. then vashorn and i waited for thierry.. brynner being a stupid full.. go say what he dont smoke.. tell them dont smoke.. then the next moment he started smoking.. no logic.. -.- .. hehs! hmmm.. then he asked all of us to go pub on friday because its kenglong's birthday.. maybe i'm going.. shall decided by then.. (: hmmmm.. headed to parkway.. went macers toilet to tie hair.. then went to meet you, jing, eileen, miko and adeline.. saw grandpa.. then after a while i left.. saw grandpa.. then he walked me to the shuttle bus area.. then he talked to me.. and i told him what happened.. he tried hard to make me cheer up.. yeaps.. receive a few miss calls frm u.. didn't knw because it was on silent mode in my bag.. so yeaps.. only realise it when i put it on the pole and the pole was VERY NOISY.. then everyone was starring.. thats when i realise it.. sorry for not telling you where was i because i wasn't feeling alright.. and i dont want you to see it.. yeaps.. and i'm sorry about the harsh sms i send to you.. i'm not strong enough and i'm sorry.. yeaps.. went to wrk.. asked grandpa to pass the letter to her because i dont knw how to pass to her.. its like the statics incident.. u can see her.. but u can't touch her.. thats how i'm feeling but much more terrible because she's no longer mine.. and i still want her back... sigh*... went to wrk.. then they saw my eyes.. and asked abt it also.. so yeahs.. then uncle was like.. dont sad already ok? then i told him try to.. then he asked a lot of things and told me abt his younger times.. may too told me also.. hehs.. she also told me she have a girlfriend.. so yeaps.. and told me.. cheer up.. if will come back.. then will come back dont worry.. so yeaps.. and i hope you will be back bahs.. didn't feel well today also.. gastric again.. medicine is going to finish.. so maybe going to see a doctor soon.. so yeaps.. eee.. and this morning i vomited.. because i smelt the milk.. drink it then i dont knw i got chock or something by the smell then i started vomiting.. lols.. had a slight fever.. lol.. maybe its just me.. lol.. dont know.. hmmm.. felt to light playing under the rain.. like.. the raindrop told me.. dont cry.. even if i cry.. they are covering my tears (: how sweet of them (: yeaps.. hmmm.. stupid ah loon danm irritating.. i so so so busy arhs.. he go disturb me ask me pass him the delivery things and all.. so rarr lurhhs! tsk! yeaps. now its so cold.. and i guess it will be freezing cold from today onwards.. nothing to make me warm already... yeaps..
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those pictures are ting zhi and i.. we were jamming everyone's phone.. espcially those who bullied us.. hahahahahaha! do we did the "ah lians" pose.. hmmm.. thats the fastest way we can jam phone without thinking of any other pose (: pictures taken on sunday
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i introduce u.. kleenex.. the tissue that will be next to yr computer.. when u need.. when u cry.. it will be there for u.. when u are dirty it will also be there for u.. ppl go grab them now..how i knw its gd.. because i used 2 box lehs (: it help me clean my tears away (:
THANK YOU KLEENEX
sorry being crazy.. (:
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dear readers.. i'm so happy that i took some last picture with her.. and she left me today.. so yeaps.. today will be a brand new day for me bahs (:.. and i'm so happy that i found out i've been cheated by a guy.. yayness!.. lol.. guess... i'm being stupid bahs.. guess.. yesterday was the last day i got to kiss her, hold her tight, hug her.. and the next moment u knw she left u.. nvm (: she's still my close friend (; i will treasure her.. and i still love her deeply.. hmmm.. i guess.. i'm so happy until i dont want to blog le (: take care!
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the pictures below are taken yesterday (: and i didn't blog yesterday because she told me to slp early.. yeaps.. and didn't allow me to use the computer.. so i didn't.. (:
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Saturday, January 13, 2007
let there be love .
this morning.. raining raining day.. geee.. went to school all wraped up.. was late for school.. but mr yap didn't scold.. he questioned abt my leg.. haha.. he asked.. your leg okay already? i see you wearing shoes already.. so i told him yup.. its alright now (: he was glade and happy.. lol.. then he asked me why was i late.. so i told him with a smile that there's a jam at suntec so i was late.. and he accepted my apology.. ( he have to ) yeaps! hahaha.. hmmm.. had lessons and everything.. cold and all.. break time ate mash potatoe... lunch break ate chicken rice.. vashorn went to apply for her pure biology so only left thierry and i.. had chemistry lesson.. thierry and i some sort of giggle through the whole lesson.. because mrs ng our principle or chem teacher.. teaches us in a damn weird way.. this is how she thought us : she flashed the answers on the visualizer.. then she cover it.. and ask us for the answer.. then after a while.. she wrote the answer on the board.. and told us that thats not the answer to the question we are doing.. but after all her explanation and all.. she told us that the answer on the board is the answer.. lol.. how weird.. yeah..rowena and adeline came.. rowena fetch thierry.. whereas adeline fetch me (: oooh how nice! ((: hehe.. hmmm.. after that headed to bugis to meet baby.. then walk around and everything.. then she had to go off to start work because her break was over.. she told me she wanted to catch the winnie the pooh for me.. but the pooh drop.. haha.. so when she left i went to another winnie the pooh machine and catch.. and i caught one winnie the pooh for baby (: hehehe.. the winnie the pooh infront have a star and u turn the star.. and it will be like a musical box kind of thing.. cute right? and its in a soft toy form.. (: hahaha.. i've gotten her a donald duck.. now donald duck have a new brother called pooh (: hehe.. jasmine reached already then we went to billy bomber's to have dinner.. baby paid for our meal. (: thanks baby. muackx! (: hmmm.. then i showed baby the pooh.. she didn't believe =((.. and she kept asking me how i caught it.. hmmm.. tyco? yeaps.. hmmm.. went to meet joyce mummy.. bought her gucci bag for six thousand over dollars.. THIS IS CRAZY MAN! I WOULD NEVER SPEND THIS KIND OF MONEY ON THIS BAG!.. lol.. then went to adidas.. she got me a shoe.. (: i like it pretty much (:.. say bye bye to nike dunks :((( .. no more brown brown to walk walk on already :(( hmmm.. the salesgirl at adidas was asking me if i was a singaporean.. and i asked her why.. so she told me that i dont look local.. haha.. i started laughing loudly.. so she asked why? then i told her yah i'm a singaporean.. so she was like very very very shock.. so i ask her what makes her think that i'm not a singaporean.. then she said she don't know how to explain.. so she went to get the size of the shoe for me (: then she came back.. and i comfirm the size of the shoe.. and i change out of bye bye brown brown shoe.. then i asked her again.. why she say that i dont look local.. then she said because of my accent and the way i bring myself out.. then i started laughing loudly again.. then she asked me why.. so i told her.. funny though.. she say i really dont look local even by the looks.. SEE! PPL I TOLD YOU I LOOK LIKE ALIEN!! hehs! ((: bought the shoes.. then went back to taka to get the gucci bag because the sales person at taka told us that there's no stock so they have to go over to paragon to get the stock.. so yeaps.. got the bag and all.. then they send me for a car ride because it was still rather early then went to baby's work place there to find her then send her home.. took a cab.. drop her then i went home.. so yeapps
i dont like you calling me woman :(
wasn't feeling good today..
sorry...
tired and pain..
OUCH! OUCH! :(
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Friday, January 12, 2007
let there be love .
today woke up early but.. i miss my bus.. so i cabbed so school.. so now i announce that i'm offical broke for the week.. geees.. hmmm.. had some bee hoon noodles for lunch.. lesson was as usual.. but today class is like freezing cold.. was so cold lurhs.. had a few attacks today.. stupid gastric.. i ate but still like that.. tskk.. stomach keep pain off and on.. but now i'm immune to it already.. geees.. hmmm.. went home and slack then had piano.. so yeaps.. thats what happened today..
its a raining day today.. my mood will be =((
wondering how is baby doing?
its raining
did she keep herself warm?
did she get caught under the rain?
is she still hungry?
i'm worried for her =(
hope that she will message me
and tell me that she's fine..
and i'll be on the bed now..
pain pain.. sigh*
=((
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
let there be love .
today went to school and thought that i was late.. hmmm.. went for class and was on time.. yeaps.. then had physics so thierry and i sat behind.. so i told him design a heart shape pattern for me.. maybe i'll make a tattoo or something because i like his designs so far.. its kinda nice (; so he design one for me.. its pretty nice (: but i dont think i want that on my body.. after 2nd thoughts because vashon says that its a thing for life and its maybe going to ruin the things and the thought ppl will have on me.. so yeaps.. dont think i'm doing it.. so thierry kept that heart for his girlfriend.. haha! (: yeaps.. and stupid brynier is damn annoying.. does he have to keep mentioning my name.. irritating.. rarrrs.. make sure tml onwards he chock on every single word he says! hehs! yeaps.. had chem.. was hella bored.. principled thought us.. and frm the look of everyone's face.. you can tell that.. everyone is not concentrating and that no one is listening to what she's saying because.. she's so boring.. like we my as well read the text those kind. so yeapps.. then left school.. went to bugis to find baby.. because today she finishes work at 5pm.. so yeap.. had dinner with her which is pasta mania.. went to edge to buy a pair of jeans.. then headed to bugis street and walk around.. saw a nice puma bag and bought it.. then went back to bugis junction.. walk around... then went to adidas to buy her bag.. and then we went our own ways.. because she was going to meet miko.. so yeaps.. and since i was bored and the things were heavy.. i brought them home then went to taiyi.. because there's open house today.. after a while baby called and chat with me.. then i went home .. chat all the way home with her.. yeaps.. and she's playing her game now.. doubt she would reply.. anyways i'm off ...
stay with me
stay with me now and forever...
trying to make myself comfortable with everything i do now..
gee..
i guess...
i can do it.. its just a matter of time...
hmmmm...
having a new environment is very weird and hard to be in..
TIME is the key...
i'm missing you every single minute, hour and day.
i hope that you're feeling will come back soon...
and meanwhile...
i'll be doing my best to make it come back...
because i dont want us to end up like last time...
i want us to be happy and get over obsticles together..
and..
forever...
i love you.. i really do..
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Monday, January 08, 2007
let there be love .
hello! i'm here to update about my first day in school (: hehe.. hmmmm.. went to school.. waited for thierry and vashon then went up.. was on time (: hehehe.. we were arranged according to the teacher's decission on where we should be placed sitted.. yeaps! and.. i was place sitted next to christina and nicole (: hehehe.. yeapps... first period was math.. learning math there wasn't that hard.. because the teacher explain it in the most simplified way.. and it sounds so easy.. yeahs.. and all of us got it (: after that was break time.. when leaving the class.. heard brayner saying to mr yap loudly that he wants me to sit beside him.. like dots... he's just sitting behind me.. and i dont even know him.. lols.. yeaps.. went to 2nd floor to have break.. and i ate.. ban mian! lols! so much cheaper than parkway one (: hahaha.. hmmm.. went back for english lesson.. we had some funny funny lesson to make funny meanings.. yeapps.. so i made this.. and the teacher like it the best in the whole class which is
Lets buy this, rose.
Lets buy this rose.
get the different meaning of both of them?? yeapps.. and she was thinking about what other name can be replace by rose.. but she didn't thought of daisy! HAHAHA!! ((: and since it was a team work.. vashon coppied mine.. and the credict teacher recognised went to her.. but.. lucky not me.. because everyone was starring real hard at her.. hahahaha (: hmmm.. had bio.. with chio chio teacher.. she's one joker.. yeahhs.. bio lesson was fun... then we have our lunch break.. didn't ate anything because i was still full of ban mian in my stomach (: yeahhs. went back for geography.. learning about population and somewhat we ended up at the topic of sex.. hahaha.... hmmmm... went to parkway to have early dinner.. met life and jasmine for a little while then i had to leave for work.. yup... had a bad stomach during work.. geees.. and now i'm still having it.. rarrrs! whats wrong.. hehs! hmmmm.. anyways.. i've got my pay.. and its a pethatic 100 bucks.. gee.. how am i going to get my dear w900i.. anyways.. i'm looking for the white one.. anyone saw it anywhere? 2nd hand also can.. as long as there's still warenty (: just finish all of my homework.. and i feel satisified because after a few months of not writing and doing homework and finally! i'm doing it!!! ((: hahahaha! RARRS! yeapps.. (: feel so happy to be a student once again (: yay!!
wonder if baby's throat have recovered
i'm missing you boy,
very much.
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hellos (: i'm here to update again (: this morning i was say phonless.. shackks.. because my dad had to borrow my phone thats why.. yeaps.. went to taiyi.. then after that went home for tuttion.. my dear kor bought me a thick o level model exam paper book.. and is DARN hella thick! yeahs.. the reason he bought it was because mummy told him that she's hiring alwin to coach me on my math.. and that my math is of no gd to pass to get into the course i want.. so she wants me to do well for math.. and the other day i was laughin at my brother having the cutest present on earth frm jie jie because he gotten 4 math assessment books.. and now.. this is call talking too much.. i have one too.. lol! and that book really had me paying attention on it because i dont even have my basics and how on earth am i going to do that book.. when i got home.. kor already left.. hehs! but nvm.. i think he's coming every sunday ((: hahahaha ((: hmmm.. had dinner then tuttion.. yeaps.. all the way till 1030pm? yeahs.. slack a while then they went off.. i wanted to fix my dunks somehow.. and daddy saw me trying to do something to it.. he took the shoe and went.. diu diao la! tomorrow buy for you new one larh.. then i went dot dot dot.. because i like that shoe a lot.. lol.. hehs! you see.. if i like that certain item very much.. even though its broken or something i would try and fix it (: hahaha. (: yeapps..
baby is not home yet =(
talking to baby less and less =(
can't meet her that often =(
no more hugs =(
no more kisses =(
no more smiles from her =(
can't touch her only can see her frm the picture =(
BOOHOO! ='(
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Sunday, January 07, 2007
let there be love .
((: this morning.. didn't go for tennis orientation.. hehe.. i overslept.. =S went over to baby's house to accompany her to bring joi to esplanade.. (: she's so cute today.. pass me the key to open the door.. then hold my hand so tight and walk.. hahaa.. and when i went into baby's room.. she did my trade mark.. hahaha.. SO CUTEE! hahaha.. ((: then i said kiss kiss.. then she kiss me ((: mwahahahahas! then... baby got jealous.. haha!.. yeapps.. got ready then took a cab down.. the annoying cab driver went one damn bloody big round around kaki bukit... so rarrrr! hmppph! baby was annoyed by that rarr rarr! hehs! hmmmm.. reached there.. then went to marina square walked around.. then baby and i couldn't touch each other for quite sometime because we kept having statics.. and its damn BLOODY IRRITATING AND ANNOYING! because.. its like even holding hand we can't hold.. we even got that "tick" sound.. darn loud! hppmmh.. doing the "E.T" way also still can't.. and even when she touch my pants i got it.. rarrr!.. and i felt so sad after that because its like.. you can see your love one right infront of you.. but you can't touch her.. its like.. DAMN! rarrrrrrrrrr! then after a damn long while.. we managed to hug and hold hand.. so humphump! after that walked around to look for baby's wallet but we didn't see any nice one.. so we went to bugis.. and she got her wallet.. yeaps.. went to burger king to have lunch and rush off because dad expect me to be home.. and he lecture me.. dots.. because i didn't do the TIMETABLE that he requested last night.. so i just finish doing it.. yeapps.. and uploaded some pictures from my phone (: yeahhs..
baby! drink more water.. dont smoke too much! until u recover alrights??
<333
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Saturday, January 06, 2007
let there be love .
hellos ((: hmmm.. lets talk about my day today (: i woke up late today!! cab to school as usual.. but i wasn't late.. haha.. had school orientation and get to know more people.. and i was some sort close to this girl by the name or christina.. she's from st. theresa.. yeahhs. she's nice and friendly though (: hmmm.. had ice breaker then bingo to make us get closer together and know each other better.. yeapps.. then had lunch at kfc and pizza hut.. nice nice food! yummy~ ((: hehe.. hmm.. then went to parkway to meet dearest.. she was with miko.. so yeaps.. she's still sick.! rarrrs!.. i cut my tongue today =(( because i ate the colorful lollipop.. so warning people! dont eat colorful big lollies.. they KILL! hmphh! hmmm.. met up with jing, jasmine, xiaotian and this girl call jane.. jasmine's friend (: hahaah.. yeaps.. hmmm.. walked around and everything.. went up and down and to hot shots.. played to coin coin game.. baby and adeline played it.. woah! they spend like 30bucks + on that machine lurhhs! tskkk! hmppph! saw the phone i wanted too! but i have to wait till i have 400+ bucks then i can get it =S RARRRS! hmmm.. baby had to leave for work.. so yeaps.. then adeline went to meet the rest whereas i went to taiyi.. lol.. alwin was there.. so we played songs i read the newspaper and slept for a while then ate dinner and lesson.. lols.. hmmmm.. after taiyi.. lao shi walked me home.. and while i was in the lift.. alwin bullied me.. so when i was walking.. i punch alwin.. and he went OUCH! haha.. then happen that there was a guy half eyes opened walk pass.. and after that his eyes... was.. big wide open.. hahaha.. woah. =S i must be very violent in his eyes.. BUT.. what to do! alwin bully me.. say i ben ben! rarrrs! hehs! yeaps.. lao shi walked me home and all and here i am ((: tomorrow there's CCA orientation and i'm going back to schh!! ((: I MISS KC! mWAHS! and i'm going to see my baby and dear dear joi (: <3333
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
let there be love .
the previous post are those that i promise you.. yeaps..
nothing much happened today.. so yup (:
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